双相青春

Things to die for:

1. Fear of failing

2. Lack of trust in friends

3. Working hard for what?

4.Never being able to fit in

5. Knowing all the bad things are true;

being lazy, loser, ugly, untalented,

and stupid

6.What's the point?

Things to live for:

1. Potential of being something great

2. Love of people I trust

3. The future

4.Finding trusting friends

5. Sadness brought to family

6. Feeling better later

So, 6 things to live for and 6 things to die

for

Things I want:

York Prep never know why and how I died

To be forgotten

Only family is invited to funeral

For death to be painless

And finally for everyone to move on and

know I am sorry but this is for the best