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-i am on a bad way for a long time
no wanting to do anything
feeling nothing is worthwhile
a sense of disassociation, detachment
i have wife and kid
it means nothing to me
and money
means nothing to me
i have life
it means nothing to me
-where do you think it comes from? detachment
-from nowhere
[没有尝试过一无所有的人 没有无产者精神的人]
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-cheap cynicism
-not cheap not at all. that is a cynicism has been earned after a hell lot of physical and psychological torture.
-i take it back then. but cynicism none the less.