四、摆脱存在,漠视俗世,是唯一可行的自由
亨利对来看他的女教师萨沙说,你不该来这里,你看见我,但我不在。
能活着而令灵魂出离,他完成了加谬的指引,超脱了。
那个伏在网前,问“你看到我吗”的老师,与其说他被漠视,失去了存在感,不如说他正是一个灵魂出离的隐喻。
电影以加谬开头,以坡的《厄舍府的倒塌》结尾。亨利坐在空无一人的教室里朗读,你会想起梅丽迪斯为他设计的黑白肖像,一张没有五官的脸,与世界一样荒芜和无助,彼此映射——
During the whole of a dull,dark soundless day
在那年秋季枯燥,灰暗而瞑寂的某个长日里
In the autumn of that year, when the clouds hung oppressively low in heaven
沉重的云层低悬于天穹之上
I had been passing alone on the horse's back
我独自一人策马前行
Through the Singularly,dreary tract in the country
穿过这片阴沉的,异域般的乡间土地
and at length found myself, as the shades of the evening drew on
最终,当夜幕缓缓降临的时候
Within the view of melancholy House of Usher
厄舍府清冷的景色展现在我眼前
I know not how it was
我未曾目睹它过往的模样
But with the first glimpse of the building, a sense of insufferable gloom pervaded my spirit
但仅凭方才的一瞥,某种难以忍受的阴郁便浸透了我的内心
I looked upon the scene before me the simple landscape features of the domain
我望着宅邸周围稀疏的景物
Upon the bleak walls,upon the white trunks of decayed trees
围墙荒芜,衰败的树遍体透着白色
With the utter depression souls
我的灵魂失语了
There was an iciness
我的心在冷却
A sinking.
下沉
A sickening of the heart
显出疲软的病态