“ I believe everything he told me about you.
God. I'm smart.
I'm a scientist. I'm a feminist.
I never thought that I would end up in somthing like this.
It happened so slow.
I stopped talking to co-workers, friends he didn't like. Then my familiy didn't understand. They got worried. So I just brushed them off and then stopped talking to them, too.
And then my circle got smaller and smaller and smaller until all I had left was him.
And then I stopped believing myself, things I had seen and heard, things I knew.
Because he told me I was crazy and I just believed him.
He knows me so well he can zero in on an insecurity and make a whole argument turn on a dime.
and now it's my fault... it's my fault again. I am always the one that's wrong.
When he started hitting me, it was just barely a suprise.
And he told me it was my fault, and I actually believed him.
Until you talked to me yesterday, I really believed him.
How did I believed him?"
"Because he was good to you in the beginning, and on the good days.
Jenny, we're not stupid. We didn't fall for someone who beat us.
We fell for someone who made us laugh and feel wanted and loved and seen.
...
and the good outweighed the bad until it didn't. "
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