这是我最喜欢的part Rita said: "People like me." People like me feel little and lost and ugly and dispensable. people like me..............................
None is perfect, but what is perfect. maybe stay at 6 years old is a way to be perfect.
SAM
I tried. I tried.
RITA
Try harder.
SAM
You don't know. You don't know.
RITAI
I don't know?
SAM
You don't know what it is to try and try
and never get there. You were born
perfect, perfect.
RITA
Is that right? Everyone else is perfect
but only Sam feels loss and pain?
SAM
That's right. People like you don't
know.
RITA
People like me?
SAM
People like you don't know, don't know
what hurt feels like, people like you
don't feel, don't feel anything.
She slaps him. STUNNED, he slaps her back. STUNNED, she
slaps him again. HE SLAPS HER. She rips the newspaper wall
down.
RITA
You think you got the market cornered on
human suffering? Well let me tell you
something about "People like me."
People like me feel little and lost and
ugly and dispensable. People like me
have perfect husbands screwing someone
far more perfect than me and my son, my
son hates me, I try too hard and I push
and he knows it and I talk in that
voice, that voice I promised I'd never
use, and I've screamed, I've screamed
horrible things to him, a five year-old
because he doesn't want to get in the
car at the end of a day and he stares at
me with such anger and I hate him then.
I know I'm failing you, I know I'm
disappointing you, I know you deserve
better but get in the fucking car! It's
like every morning I wake up and fail,
and I look around and anybody, anybody
can pull it off, but somehow I can't.
And I know, I know I have everything,
and I'm still miserable and it's
pathetic. I know it's pathetic. No
matter how hard I try, something about
me will never be enough.