last night i failed to finish this movie, cuz nearing the end, i received a short message from my bf. maybe he didn't say it out directly, or he said i misunderstood it, but i regarded that as a break-up. suddenly, the should-be interesting movie could not attract me any more.
eh...let us keep to the point.
what is love? i had been always wondering before i finally met him. once, i even believed that my love is in the past, and when i was tired at last, there is always someone who can give me a hug. and at that time, i will realize, oh, after so many years and so many ridiculous affairs, you are the one actually.
just like the plot in the movie, no matter how many people you have slept with, she or he is always deep in your heart. you know every detail about the other person. you just think it is friendship and almost miss him. until one moment of epiphany, you realize that he is right there, and he is the one you can spend the rest of your life with.
but the truth is, now i have someone else in my heart. and what's more, the one i am so deeply in love with is not that into me. do i really feel happy? maybe.
i love you. but you will never understand. i will just let you go, if that is your choice.
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