真是奇怪啊，总觉得Noah好像Ezra，也不知道为什么。
而我自己是里面所有女性角色的总和吧。
...性格强烈又没把自己整明白的人。
但我（们）不用，也不可能真的做到准备好去生活，去试错了解和爱。
所以，这样一头扎进去的勇敢，还是可以保护自己的吧。
不是保护自己不受伤害，而是保护自己可以慢慢好起来。
最后一集里好多台词听得我耳鸣...
但还是想不出什么所以然来。
【关于爱和真爱】
617
00:45:24,760 --> 00:45:28,290
Love is supposed to make you feel wonderful about yourself,
618
00:45:28,900 --> 00:45:30,590
And real love does that.
619
00:45:30,590 --> 00:45:32,410
A real man will...
620
00:45:32,900 --> 00:45:35,840
Make you feel safe and appreciated.
那他们又让我觉得怎么样呢？
可是
621
00:45:36,180 --> 00:45:37,840
Like you did for mom?
622
00:45:43,520 --> 00:45:45,750
So what are you saying, dad? You didn't love her?
623
00:45:50,270 --> 00:45:51,380
Of course I loved her.
624
00:45:51,380 --> 00:45:53,550
Well, maybe it wasn't real love,
625
00:45:53,580 --> 00:45:56,380
Because real love is supposed to "Make you feel wonderful,"
626
00:45:56,380 --> 00:45:59,120
and you made mom feel like dog shit.
627
00:46:09,180 --> 00:46:11,550
And you didn't even have to watch.
628
00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:13,220
I mean, you just left.
629
00:46:13,220 --> 00:46:15,020
The person who had to watch was me.
630
00:46:23,470 --> 00:46:25,320
I never hit your mother.
631
00:46:26,060 --> 00:46:27,660
You may as well have.
632
00:46:32,940 --> 00:46:36,240
At least with Furkat, I know when something's bothering him.
633
00:46:36,670 --> 00:46:38,210
You know, he lets it out.
634
00:46:40,050 --> 00:46:41,440
You think you're better than him
635
00:46:41,450 --> 00:46:43,220
because you swallowed your feelings for 20 years
636
00:46:43,220 --> 00:46:45,260
and then left us and ruined our lives?
637
00:46:45,260 --> 00:46:46,460
I don't think I'm better than him.
638
00:46:46,460 --> 00:46:48,290
- You're not. - I think you are.
真是无可反驳啊。
这场戏非常非常慢，非常非常近。
这不会是在新桥吧？有一个瞬间我这么想。
639
00:46:51,970 --> 00:46:53,380
And I'm listening to you defending a man
640
00:46:53,380 --> 00:46:54,800
I just watched hit you,
641
00:46:54,800 --> 00:46:57,530
and I can tell you--you really believe what you're saying,
642
00:46:57,530 --> 00:46:58,830
and that...
643
00:46:59,110 --> 00:47:01,230
Oh, god, that kills me, Whitney...
644
00:47:02,410 --> 00:47:05,300
'cause I can see I failed in the most important job I had,
645
00:47:05,300 --> 00:47:07,680
which was to protect you from men like--
646
00:47:17,670 --> 00:47:18,850
Men like me.
无话可说了。
真正的好混蛋是有自知之明的。
有自知之明的混蛋是最混蛋的。
647
00:47:49,730 --> 00:47:50,770
I have to go.
648
00:47:50,770 --> 00:47:52,100
You--you have to what?
649
00:47:52,100 --> 00:47:53,350
We're going to Prague tomorrow,
650
00:47:53,350 --> 00:47:54,710
And there's a lot to do, and I--
651
00:47:54,710 --> 00:47:55,980
Sweetheart, don't--
652
00:47:55,980 --> 00:47:57,640
Don't tell me what to do.
653
00:47:57,640 --> 00:47:58,210
I'm not telling you what to do.
654
00:47:58,210 --> 00:48:00,100
I'm asking you. I'm begging you, whitney.
655
00:48:00,100 --> 00:48:01,220
I'm begging you.
656
00:48:02,020 --> 00:48:03,800
I'm not saying leave him.
657
00:48:03,800 --> 00:48:05,030
I'm just saying...
658
00:48:06,170 --> 00:48:08,640
let me help you take a break.
659
00:48:08,640 --> 00:48:11,110
Just hit pause, get off the merry-go-round,
660
00:48:11,120 --> 00:48:14,600
And take stock of where you are and what you want.
661
00:48:19,590 --> 00:48:20,500
I...
662
00:48:21,010 --> 00:48:22,690
I have nowhere else to stay, and I--
663
00:48:22,690 --> 00:48:25,520
You can-- just stay in my room.
664
00:48:25,520 --> 00:48:26,610
With you?
665
00:48:27,110 --> 00:48:28,440
I'll--I'll go somewhere else.
666
00:48:28,440 --> 00:48:30,120
You can stay as long as you like...
667
00:48:30,270 --> 00:48:32,140
A day, a week, whatever.
呜呜呜爸爸！！！
668
00:48:41,910 --> 00:48:43,290
I just want to go home.
669
00:48:55,060 --> 00:48:56,520
Okay, I'll take you home.
670
00:49:00,200 --> 00:49:02,260
What about madame professor?
671
00:49:03,110 --> 00:49:04,470
She'll understand.
呜呜呜有小孩的大人！能够理解的。
真的是「经历过才会懂」吧！呜呜呜呜！
672
00:49:07,170 --> 00:49:08,120
Just take my room tonight,
673
00:49:08,120 --> 00:49:10,820
And I'll get us some tickets home tomorrow.
674
00:49:11,050 --> 00:49:12,310
Tomorrow's Christmas Eve,
675
00:49:12,320 --> 00:49:13,010
And you're never gonna get a ticket--
676
00:49:13,010 --> 00:49:15,140
I'll manage, Whitney. I'll manage.
我们会有办法的。
一定会有办法的。
「我们」，就够了。
呜呜呜爸爸！！！
695
00:51:26,040 --> 00:51:28,430
I just never thought he would actually die.
对，就像我一直觉得Ezra不会不理我的。
696
00:51:39,110 --> 00:51:41,830
All those things I said to you in the cafe...
697
00:51:42,630 --> 00:51:44,020
I was angry.
698
00:51:45,850 --> 00:51:48,540
I didn't mean them. I loved him.
699
00:51:49,130 --> 00:51:53,080
He was brilliant. He was dynamic.
700
00:52:00,980 --> 00:52:02,440
All these years,
701
00:52:03,280 --> 00:52:05,980
I felt I was the lady in the tower...
702
00:52:06,710 --> 00:52:10,130
Guinevere, stuck, trapped in her castle,
704
00:52:10,680 --> 00:52:13,130
married to a man who was too old for me,
705
00:52:13,130 --> 00:52:17,160
who was off fighting his wars in his libraries,
706
00:52:17,910 --> 00:52:20,150
and I felt I had been cheated...
707
00:52:23,190 --> 00:52:25,840
of passion, of devotion...
708
00:52:27,400 --> 00:52:28,870
of true love,
709
00:52:29,730 --> 00:52:32,220
waiting for some troubadour to rescue me.
710
00:52:35,510 --> 00:52:38,320
But when I was alone in the room...
711
00:52:40,230 --> 00:52:42,530
with him, with his body...
712
00:52:44,170 --> 00:52:45,260
It was...
713
00:52:46,980 --> 00:52:49,560
I-I suddenly realized I--
714
00:52:49,870 --> 00:52:51,940
I just had it all wrong.
715
00:52:53,030 --> 00:52:54,770
He was the one who was trapped.
716
00:52:54,770 --> 00:52:56,780
He was the lady in the tower,
717
00:52:57,550 --> 00:52:59,540
and I was the troubadour.
718
00:53:03,880 --> 00:53:05,540
I am such a fool.
哭哭哭哭哭死了。
呜呜呜呜呜。
不要和年纪比我大的人在一起。
不要和Ezra在一起。
他老了我会陪陪他。
可我不要和他在一起。
719
00:53:05,620 --> 00:53:06,940
No, you're not.
720
00:53:14,150 --> 00:53:16,720
I abandoned him when he was helpless.
721
00:53:20,740 --> 00:53:22,060
I was angry.
722
00:53:23,800 --> 00:53:26,880
I was--I was angry, so I left him to die alone.
呜呜呜好的Noah好的。
我不会做这样的事情的。
不要用生气来驱动任何事情。
惩罚任何人。
我要保持好心情。
至少保持麻木心情。
723
00:53:26,880 --> 00:53:29,410
Juliette, don't do this to yourself, please.
724
00:53:33,530 --> 00:53:37,380
Looking after someone who's dying is--is hard.
725
00:53:40,540 --> 00:53:44,390
Etienne's nurses got to go home every night to their families,
726
00:53:44,390 --> 00:53:47,360
and even sabine, she would go out with her friends
727
00:53:47,360 --> 00:53:49,320
and go back to her own apartment,
728
00:53:49,320 --> 00:53:50,720
but for you, this...
729
00:53:51,760 --> 00:53:53,210
this was your life.
呜呜呜相依为命很浪漫吗？
不我一定要有爱情之外的东西。
730
00:53:57,320 --> 00:53:59,010
After someone dies,
731
00:53:59,510 --> 00:54:00,950
I think we want a...
732
00:54:01,940 --> 00:54:03,710
tell ourselves a story
733
00:54:05,730 --> 00:54:07,670
of how it was our fault...
734
00:54:10,850 --> 00:54:14,330
because at least that gives us some control.
我呜呜呜呜。
是的是这样的。。
不要骗自己不要任何假设和解释，真的没关系的。
别想着control了，不要去想。
那就是最大最好的control了。
735
00:54:18,590 --> 00:54:20,850
I prayed for him to die, Noah.
736
00:54:26,240 --> 00:54:27,670
I'm sure you did...
737
00:54:30,210 --> 00:54:32,030
but that's not why he's dead.
对的，不要迷信任何东西。
包括爱情。
但是要相信爱，相信自己哦。
这一季就这样完结了啊。
婚外情么，还是在婚上。或者说家庭。
最后一集也是很圆满了，所有的人都在很大程度上理解了彼此吧。
所有的家庭成员。
结婚生子出轨真有趣。
（大概这真的是看婚外情的最大感受了...）
第10集完结
