试图揣摩这些抑郁症患者的感受,每一帧都充满了失望和希望。像是个泄了气的皮球,因为前期注入了太多类似期望,类似"This idea that if I could just achieve X and Y and Z, that everything would be okay. "的东西,因为都没有实现,突然现实就像跟磨得雪亮的针,啪的一声扎下来,一切美好灰飞烟灭,除了失望还是失望。
David Wallace说,会想要自杀是因为经历了太多比死亡还要糟糕的事情。
“我书里写过一段是讲当一个人从燃烧的摩天大厦跳下时,不是说他们不怕再坠落了,只是另一种选择更糟糕。”
Being lonely and keep on living. It's hard to gain famous and hard to stay in the position where everybody wants. The point is to find some who likes you, showing his preference to you and behaving alike you.
It is uneasy to encounter a friend wants to be your friend even if you show the full part of real you. If you do, then who you met is gonna be your life time treasure.
有些人在生命中虽然只有短暂的交集,但在相交的那个点上,他们知道那一刻彼此不是孤独的。
我不知道真正的深处的孤独是什么样子,Wallace只是剥离了其中一点点给我们看,我们就找到了共鸣。
孤独好像是这些能在历史上留下闪光点的人的共同之处。于是理解,友谊,就能变得难能可贵。
Neither of us knows what our life's going to go. It smells like chewing tobacco, soda and smoke. The conversation is the best ones I ever have. David thought books exist to stop people from feeling lonely. If I could I would say to David that those days with him remind me what life is like, instead of being relief from it. And I'll tell him, maybe it'll make me feel less lonely.
《旅行终点》