jenny这一世中，最温暖人心的莫过与shane的相爱。在jenny内心深处觉得真正拥有过得也只有shane了，她说“我要把我所有的东西都留给你，因为你是我的家人”，shane在她心中的位置远远超出恋人爱人的分量，她又说“我不知道失去你，我还能做什么，或许会自杀”。在爱情里面，爱得深的人会怕，害怕失去，这种恐惧最后就演变成抓的很紧，让对方无喘息之气，而这个对象是极其热爱自由不喜束缚的shane，终于shane开始了背叛，即使jenny眼睛盯得再紧心跟得再紧，这段中，jenny最多的台词是“where is shane？”“where is shane？”问的越多心就越痛...jenny的彻斯底理，甚至买下NIKI.....shane是最了解jenny的人，这不假，但她还是不懂怎么去爱她，怎么呵护她，jenny最需要的安全感shane永远也给不了。是的..jenny感到了shane的痛苦，就让自己消失的方式放了shane，还了她自由。。
With a sampled heartbeat and a stolen soul
I sold my songs to have my fortune told
And it said
You should know that love will never die
But see how it kills you in the blink of an eye
I know love is a hot white light
It knocks you down and then leaves you dry
Oh how can it be sweet mama tell me why
Why all loves disciples have to wither and die
Please sister, help me come on do what you should
Please give me something I’m not doing so good
I’m gone, done wrong is there nothing you can say
Please sister help me I’m not feeling ok
Give me believe that my time will come
And a toll free helpline if I find someone
But she said
You gave away what you never really had
And now your purse is empty I can see why you’re sad
Please sister, help me come on do what you should
Please give me something I’m not doing so good
I’m gone, done wrong is there nothing you can say
Please sister help me
Can you make me feel ok
So if it’s true, that love will never die
Then why do the lovers work so hard
To stay alive
Please sister, help me
Please give me something oh
Please sister, you know I do what I can
Oh sweet mama, please descent me a man
Cause I’m gone, gone
Is there nothing you can get
Please sister help me I just need some love
To live
Just a little love to live
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