My name is Sutter Keeliy,and I'm 18 years old.
我叫萨特.基利，我18岁。
Compared to other kids, I haven't had that many hardships.
与其他孩子相比，我没有经历许多坎坷。
Not really.You know,shit's happened.
真的，你知道，总是会发生很多屁事。
Stuff has happened,sure.
发生很多事情，肯定的。
But stuff alwasys happens,right?
但是，总会有事发生，对吧？
But the real chanllenge in my life...the rel hardship...is me.
但在我人生中，真正的挑战，真正的困难，是我自己。
It's always been me.
总是我自己。
As long as I can remember,I've never not been afraid.
在我记忆中，我一直在都在害怕。
Afraid of failure...of letting people down...hurting people...getting hurt。
害怕失败，害怕让别人失望，害怕伤害别人，害怕被伤害。
Before,if I kept my guard up,
如果我没有放下防卫，
and focused on other things,other people...
关注别的事，别的人...
if I couldn't even feel it,then no harm would come to me.
如果我感觉不到伤害，那么久不会受伤。
I screwed up~
我失败了~
Not only did I shut out the pain,I shut out everything.
不仅排除了痛苦，我排除了所有事物。
the good and the bad .
好的坏的。
until there was nothing.
直到一无所有。
It's fine to just live in the now.
活在当下是没问题的。
but the best part about now is there is another one tomorrow.
但最棒的是，每天都在一个新的当下。
And I'm gonna start making them count.
我要开始使这些现在有意义。
sincerely,Sutter keely.
萨特.基利 敬上。
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