这一集我尝试了两次才看完，第一次看了开头知道“终于到了”，但是没有勇气往下看，不敢想象失去Jack是什么样子。隔了几天觉得自己做好了心里准备，结果看到那里还是哭惨了，像个丢了玩具的小孩一样嚎啕大哭，眼泪啪嗒啪嗒掉到正在吃的粥里，把一碗粥变成了咸的。而我不是一个看作品容易流泪的人，曾经觉得自己太冷就收藏了韩国催泪影单，一个一个看下来，没有几个能挤出眼泪。
Jack无疑是一个完美的爸爸和丈夫，有的时候当我们拥有的事物太过于美好的时候，我们往往要在失去之后才会意识到，因为美好事物离开留下的空洞太大了。对于Kate和Kevin来说，失去Jack甚至成为二十年来都过不去的一道坎，生命中从此有一块missing piece，再也难以完整，直到Kate遇到Toby，直到Kevin终于愿意面对自己。
对于Rebecca来说，最难的是接受现实，但是失去了Jack她不能悲伤，她还要做一个坚强的母亲，直到完成她的责任，告诉并陪伴孩子们度过最难过的时光之后，才一个人到车里去哭去叫去发泄自己。Rebecca见到Miguel的时候说：“We are not gonna do that right now，because i have to go inside and talk to my kids and ruin the rest of their life.So I'm gonna be strong for them.God help me,I'm gonna be strong for them.And if you can't be strong ,then you need to take a walk around until you can.”对于成年人来说，最难的是我们不能在想笑的时候笑想哭的时候哭，因为肩上的责任太重了，因为我们有爱的人。
二十年后，Kate终于对Toby打开心扉，尝试从伤痛中走出来，拥抱新的自己。她对Toby说:"He was so patient,and he was just steady.He never gave up on that damn window.The night my Dad died,i thought"we are done.we won't come back from this.And then I thought' Maybe,maybe they can.Not because they needed him less,but because they were built of stronger stuff than I was.And for 20 years,I thought very little of myself.And this big,old guy with this big old heart came to my life.And whenever I broke ,he never gave up on me,over and over again.And made me believe in me.Do you know you changed my life,that you saved my life?Omg he would've loved you ,and I love you ."瞧，总有一天你会找回那块missing piece of your life。Never stop believing.
二十年后，Kevin终于不再逃避，他来到Jack的树下说："I'm sorry,Dad,that I wasn't there that night.I'm sorry the last thing I ever said to you was awful.I have had a really bad year and a bad couple of decades. I haven't turned out to be even close to the man that you expected me to be.I think you would be really dissappointed in me.I wanna come here and stop avoiding you and start talking to you.I'm gonna be a man and do better for you.And if this is the last thing I do ,I'm gonna make you proud of me.I swear.It might take another couple of decades,but I will get there.I promise you.Can you just bear with me?"瞧，我们总会达到我们的终点，不管要走多少弯路，花多少时间，请给我一些信心，我会让你骄傲。
至于最让人放心的Randall，最靠谱的Randall，则是把他从Jack那里得到的爱毫无保留的给了自己的女儿，让她成长为一个有爱的人，再继续把这份爱传递给其他人。
最爱Kate和Kevin，也许是因为我自己就是像Kate一样敏感脆弱、像Kevin一样经常逃避的人，我相信，终有一天我也会找到我的路。
第18集完结
