The rumors hang over us like a black cloud. In spite of my efforts to cheer him up, he’s often inconsolable. Sometimes it seems I have no one but you to lighten my burden. Aunt Bessie, I feel ashamed to admit I feel suffocated by his constant attention, like a child, he continues to bemoan his lack of usefulness. Yet, how can I change that which I caused? He uses me to escape his prison, only to incarcerate me in my own（他利用我逃离了自己的监狱，却把我关了进去）. The US press has practically ruw.eined two people’s lives, however, they go on, hounding away. It does get one’s moral down. But I’m so tired of it all. Even my heart has been acting up, and I’ve been put to bed for a week’s complete rest. No calls, no callers. Everything everywhere seems to get worse and worse, and you can’t help but be depressed by it all. We have nothing but a series of unpleasant business. I cried myself to sleep last night, no talks to a boy, and today, all the lines are down in Cannes. I really can’t continue to carry on. With all of England taking cracks at me and no decent（贵族） society speaking to me. What have I done to deserve this treatment? I’ve never had a word said in my defense or a kind word in the press. Oh! Aunt Bessie, I feel I’ve disappointed him. Though he’d never let on. I know how badly the duke wanted children. I’m sorry to bother you, my darling, but I feel like an animal in a trap and there’s two buzzards working me over. By the way, you’re losing you popularity through me. Together, I suppose we’re strong enough to face this mean world. But separated, I feel… and scared for you, your safety. .Hold me tight, please, David. But it’s not an enemy who has done this thing, but mine own familiar friend. You have no idea how hard it is to live out the greatest romance of the century（你根本无法想象活在本世纪最伟大的爱情里有多么艰难。）. And now, I will have to be with him always and always and always…（中文译：而我现在要和他相依为命，无处可逃）
They can't hurt you unless you let them.他们是无法伤害你的,除非你听之任之。
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