It's been two weeks since I lost him. I have been gaven my notice now. My first donation is in a month of time. I come here and imagine, this is the spot where everything I lost since my childhood has washed up. I tell myself, if that was true and I've wait long enough, then the tiny figure would appear on the horizon accross the field, and gradually get large until I see it was Tommy.
He'd wave, and maybe call. I don't let fantasy go be on that. I can't let it. I remind myself, I was lucky to could have anytime with him at all. What I'm not sure about is if our life is been so different form the life of people we save. We all will complete, maybe none of us really understant what we've lived through, or feel we've had enought time.
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