Actually it would be weird to describe what i felt when watching paper heart. Yi looks like me, i am that kind of girl who hasen't fallen in love with anybody even i had almost become an adult. I suspected for many times that i would be alone in the rest of my life. And i am sorry it didn't change much when the documentary was over.
Yeah,i prefer to call it documentary. Probably for fun or just an assignment for graduation. Yi looks for love stories, looks for specific identification of love,looks for particular love evidence. The people she interviewed were from all over the country, some were divorced., some were couples of gay or lasbine, some still deeply loved each other and may have an HEA ending.
The hunter guy made deep impressions on me. He said that he was quite fancy on a girl when he was young and he believed she was the most remarkable woman in his life. But once when he unfortunately fell into the river in icy winter, the water was clear and soft but freezing. At that urgent moment, he was convince to see that girl's face——which may brought him courage to save his own life, but actually not. He saw Sarah's face, his ex-wife.
We believe in ourselves that we love someone, but subconsciously may be not. Is subconscious trustful? It is hard to tell. So many so many examples popped out that we may not even understand our heart.
And that couple of gay is funny. Especially when saying they sexed up beside the andiron suddenly a jar of ash fell apart. They obviously led a happy life but still insisted on not signing that paper of an inviolable marriage. They said it would be of no necessity if they did love each other. And if they didn't, that would be just a piece of paper.
That tough man said his ex-boyfriend was just unforgivable. He can easily accepted that he was gone and he no longer loved him and then just walked away, but he had just died, the man who made stupid jokes with him, the man who cooked dinner for him, the man who bought him popcorn when watching football games, just died in front of him . He said it was just unforgivable.
I guess he is unforgettable. It is a scar remained in his heart, incurable.
Yi is a stupid girl i confess. She became extremely hesitated and unsure when love fell on her. I don't know who i would be when love comes. Maybe the same stupid as her.
They eventually broke up after the documentary was finished. It is a sad love story but most of the love stories were sad. The HEA ending of love carries with a low percentage. Love in fairy tale is just a gloss, for most of the time, reality is unimaginably cruel.
You love someone , you open yourself up to suffering. That 's the sad truth. May be they will break your heart, maybe you will break their heart and never be able to look at yourself at the same way. Love is such a heavy burden in our life.
I once again daydream that i will one day make a documentary of a road trip.
I guess that NICK, that director, actually loves her.
Paper heart is not sophisticatedly made. But it shows great sincere and passions hat inspires us, in such a time that filled with rough-wrought wasted-time movies.
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