I have been conducting my biology experiments for a period of time.Being sensitive and so called humane,I turned out to be sorry and terrified at the deaths caused by me.It's actually not weird.When you get a rock lobster in your hand,you may find it not so hard to end its life.However,if you are asked to pull out every single foot of the rock lobster,seeing its blood flowing out the cut,and then seperate its crust and pull out the liver to see the heart beating in its incomplete body.What's worse is that I gotta feel such a life struggling in my bloody hand,so hard but so forceless.
That's what I was going through when I saw this film.
He said:When I get into the room,I left Pierrepoint out.
He said:Would those people take care of them?No.That's why we are here,that's why we are doing this.
He said:They have paid their price,now they are innocent.At least,we should give their some dignity.
He said:I never let those things bother me,do I?
But the truth is,yes,he does.
He bothered when the forisfactus cryed his name,he bothered when the prisonor's mother kept begging him for help,he bothered when it had to be him to excute his own friend.
Finally he didn't escape from his motion.
But he still,did whatever he had to do.
When excuting the nazi,he never intended to be praised,just alike that he expected no criticism when hanging the nurse practiced euthanasia to old ladies.
When he was acclaimed as a hero that he didn't deserve to be called,he thought about quiting,while when was humiliated as a murderer on the street,he just buried all his disappointment and misery in his heart.
How could I say such a man is lack of sympathy?How could I say him heartless?I just know that he offers dying men peace,he treats the dead with respect.And that,is exactly what I should learn from him.
THE WORLD IS ALWAYS DRIVEN BY EMOTION AND AGGRESSION.SPECIAL ROADS ARE ALWAYS LONELY AND HARD.