I wake up,turn off the alarm,I look outside so that i know what to wear,I take a shower..with soap,and then I shave. Sometimes I cry for no reason, But I am getting a handle on it.
I just hope that one day Kelly will be able to see me again, so i can finally tell her what i can only say in my dreams. Untill then, all i can do is wake up, take a shower with soap and try to forgive myself. if i can do that, maybe others will forgive me too.