l remember once imagining what my life would be like, what l'd be like.
l pictured having all these qualities:intelligent, diligent, resilient...that people could pick up on from their idols.
But as time passed...few ever became any qualities l actually had.
And all the possibilities l faced, and the sorts of people l could be. All of them got reduced every year to fewer and fewer...
Until finally they got reduced to one...to who l am.
And that's who l am...the rainmaker.